I wish I could let me free from pain

I wish I could let me free from pain
leaving me in this crowd alone
with mark of goodness in my soul
letting me thrive in this crowd alone,
a painful scar parting me alone
residing underneath the empty heart
full of emptiness emerging color of blackness
like a Dark night without star,
an attempt in erasing such painful scar
falling from me miles apart
releasing a feeling of oneness
like living with me since long,
merging of such painful mark
with my wrecked heart
releasing a feeling of boldness
in the midst of such anguish storm
now tenderness of my heart
buried down in debris of painful scar
igniting a monster in my heart
unleashing the softness of heart,
trying to turn my monster heart
to become alike the  past
scenario of stormy star
stopping me from being soft,
I wish I could let me free from pain