"Doubts"

Lenamarie Clark 1981 (Indianapolis,Indiana)



I'm taking this dream with a grain of salt,so many doubts and so i shout.
What am i doing wrong?
 Questions in my mind is running intense who can i vent that can guide me?

 oh ya  god...

Father please hope my dreams come find me.

A conversation to my self...

No Lenamarie,keep pushing and pushing,piller right through and through, hold true to you and stop feeling blue.

I'm struggling to make it,god help me to shake these fears,i self doubt and pout im trying to come out of my comfort zone.

I guess alone i must be in these thoughts im losing hope day to day oh god keep these thoughts at bay.

My life seems invisible
shit this feels pretty miserable,how can i fit in?
No one wants to know the unique me they scram like im spam.

Please don't think this poem is mushy, it's real and touches my feels.

Try to have  a dream that you feel is not going to come true, god i wonder why  you keep bringing me back to writing these poems and so.

God i keep feeling so low, where can i go?
 You foresee my future...
Tell me that i failed after trying, is this why im already sighing and feel like dying in side.

So much fails that i too know this is a spell,all alone i must be i miss mama listening to me read.
 She didn't want me to stop,she said many lovely words oh how i miss my only audience  she felt me with much confidence.

Feeling alone in this supposed to be great moment,what happened to support well now i too will abort,down on my dreams that i just want to scream.

God replace my dreams for reality my doubts got me feeling so cowardly...

About this poem

This poem is my personal favorite. I wrote this to help push me to look forwards.I think a conversation with my self sheds insight to see our selves through all the doubt-

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Written on June 18, 2022

Submitted by PoetFeather on June 18, 2022

Modified on March 05, 2023

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Quick analysis:

Scheme XXA X A X X X X XXX X B BXX XX X A
Characters 1,560
Words 343
Stanzas 14
Stanza Lengths 3, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 3, 1, 1, 3, 2, 1, 1

Lenamarie Clark

My name Is Lenamarie Clark, From Arizona. I been writing poetry since age 11,I have well over 150 poems, i write just about daily. Poetry is my story, keeps me going in life! I dont know where I would be if poetry didn't exist. I believe that some where someone needs someone's inspiration... -Lenamarie Clark- more…

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