I ask God for help

Sitting in my own sorrow trapping myself in a corner allowing myself to suffer the pain that I am enduring
 Allowing the abuse one can inflict on another
God I ask for help
The power one can hold in fear of walking out but where do I go
Will he follow
So please give me the strength
God I ask for help
One minute verbal abuse the silenced by his mark the next I love you and he's sorry
Was trapped in confusion
In denial it won't happen again
No more forgiveness
I'm make my move
Heard it for the last time
Beaten no more
I'm getting out
God I ask for help
Coming toy senses
My decision is made not deserving a goodbye
Hope to vanish from this life
I leave unknown can only hope it goes well and thank God for his help