Oh! my dear one.

Oh! My dear one
The pain I feel
The heartache I deal
The chaos which surrounded me
The thoughts which grounded me
The grief I am holding
The scream I am holding
To whom shall I share it?
Who will feel it?
What have you done?
Oh! My dear one
You were celestial
You were essential
You were the precious one
What have you done?
Oh! My dear one
How shall I deal with this?
Your name makes me piss
I don't want to look at your face
But back then it was my favorite place
You ripped my heart into pieces
Your love is now decreases
I want to forgive you
But this hate for you is true
Someday I'll get over this
Someday I'll hug you like a sis
But now the pain I feel
The heartache I deal
Wish you realize one day
What have you done?
Oh! My dear one