EXACTLY HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND ?

MANY  PEOPLE  HAVE  ASKED  ME  HOW  CAN  I  UNDERSTAND  END TIME EVENTS ?
I  AM  STRUGGLING  WITH  SCRIPTURES  THAT  JUST  DON'T  MAKE  SENSE.
SUCH  AS  THE  BEAST  THAT  JOHN  SPOKE  OF  WITH  7  HEADS  AND  10  HORNS,
I  HAVE  STUDIED  THE  APOCALYPSE  BUT  FIGURING  IT  OUT  CAUSES  ME  TO  BE  TORN.
THEY  SAY  MAYBE  I  WILL  GIVE  UP
BUT  I  SAY  DON'T  MAKE  A  MOVE,     BUT  DO   WHAT  PAUL  SAID  AND  
STUDY  TO  SHOW  THYSELVES           APPROVED.