Floor after Floor I Drop !!!

Every time I closed my eyes, I see the void,
Keep falling down, My world destroyed,
No end in sight, My stomach leaps,
My blood pours out, Through the cracks, It seems
Floor after Floor I drop!!
Things meant to hold you, carry you, lift you
Bow at the first sign of chaos, ensured,
Dark desolate and damnably cold,
your being, it was made to hold,
Floor after Floor I drop!!
I feel so real but  I know its not,
sleep deprived and anxious,
Each night a blank canvas,
Dark circles under my eyes
Are nit something I`m able to hide,
A nightmare from hell
I`m under a spell,
Buttons light up when pressed,
A creak with every little step.
Rushing towards the bottom of what I`m unsure
for those terrors, there`s no cure,
Floor after Floor I drop,
I feels so real , I know its not !!