This love is crazy

This love can be crazy  and it’s make you feel like everything in this world changed little bit more then why we think  about everything and my life change after mom death it’s not  easy to let go of that one person you love so much and now they are gone and my best friend randy  die in 12-8-21 and now my best friend liz  Was there for me when  my word  feeling like hell and it felt like falling down and with everything going on in your life can change in a minute seconds with my best friend liz being there in my life I mean her being relationship with me nothing will change my word in the way that it did for months ago it’s like the roads are higher every day it’s one step confusion from where I come from   I think about life  everyday trying to make a better change in my life  I pray everyday hoping  to see them again soon I’m crying feeling like this pain will ever go away but my best friend liz who is my girlfriend and she helps me everyday to be happy and she talks about how much she loves me everyday even if I feel like everything is to hard for me
I understand sometimes about my feelings but I can’t Control my feelings        I LOVE YOU LIZ