Auntie bluebell

Auntie bluebell or aunt kay we call you now.i didnt appreciate you then and you kept from killing me somehow.
Through it all over our many years ive sat and watched you from afar afraid to ever come home.
I feared i wasnt good enough for you and chuck to love a stupid thought i should have trusted god above.
Through thick and thin you always had our backs.
You even helped at times when i went off the tracks.
Even when i went a stray you kept me in your prayers.
I thank you so much my aunt i know you really cared.
Even thought i dont have much i can sayi can ve proud.
I eant to say i like ve you aunt kay and want to scream it loud.
Im now unashamed to tell everyone in the world thats my mothers sister and to know her shes one special girl.
I want to say im sorry for the times i let you down.
Thanks to my family for not just letting me drown.