See you later

Seems as if you wait to walk in white
I look around see all familiar faces in sight,
The days seem long , hard, and complicating
As you wait for the love to be there you are contemplating,
You have built a laid out plan for you and spouses life, but the emptiness around me just gives me strife,
As the pain endures the world will keep going , I wanted someone to feel my pain buts its called wrong-doing-
If you say see you later than its as if they are still here, but in reality goodbye is forever my dear