Suicide

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Why do you KEEP choosing me all my life?
Suicide threats of her driving off the bridge, and never coming back.
Then he took my keys and phone so I couldn't get help, while he wrapped his belt around his neck, while I screamed for help.
Jumping out in front of moving cars, while we screamed and cried for you to stop.
Then how he forced the knife in my hand and tried to make me take his life.
Like suicide by cop.
You coward, evil man.
Trying to make me fall on that knife he had wedged into his stomach just right, truly not caring if it did end his life.  
With my blood all over the place.
While we all screamed and begged you to stop, not once but twice.
Then watching him stand over that knife, trying to find a reason why he shouldn't just end his life.
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You have haunted me since I was a child.
People who said they loved me, just tried to screw with my mind.
All except for the last one.
That's my whole heart and my whole life.