How it all occurs

If it all fell tomorrow would you be here for a while.  If we never reach the finish was life worth it.  How can you ever compare.  I used to wait to fall in love with who id become but I am now I don't know what the future holds but I continue to be open and willing to love myself first. I've been broken I've lost so many family members I though I would see the end of life with.  Nothing is permanent things can change in an instant but find some peace within yourself find motivation within yourself because nobody else will understand the obstacles you deal with within your life.  Can i count on you to be there can I count on you but really don't know how all this is new all this is strange things get better with time but I need you to be my ocean I need you to be my beach house my peace.  Remember the lessons I share with you. Hopefully they stay with you until your old and seasoned.  Remember my love for the arts.  Remember my passion to help others remember your grandparents.  We are only absent in the mind the flesh is just a shell..