Leaves

About this poem

when i wrote this poem, it had just started getting cold and i had been writing and sharing poems on fb for a while, years. i had been struggling to find my way in life and feelin down. i had just become disabled like according to the doctor but wasnt receiving benefits yet. shock for me. i was used to working and saving and spending and trying to have a succesful career and just life. thats when in retrospec realized i kinda had a pot problem because i couldnt afford it anymore. my girl left. i started writing with the intentions of sharing the poems on facebook. the nature of my disability is fear related so i thought when i got out and wrote the first poem for facebook but all my life i had love writing, poetry. i kept writin about 12 poems every winter. i reached a point where i felt accomplished and didnt want to write out of fear anymore. so with capitalization and a few punctuation tweaks just now this is the first 1 from that moment. i forget when i wrote it i believe it was 2018, like nov more »