I never thought

I NEVER THOUGHT

Life and life and it's troubles I am fade up
I'm beginning to see life and it's troubles that haunt me down
The ghost is always in my life as if I'm it's host
The dark is always after my demise
What price do I have to pay tell me the cost
I'm losing myself
I'm frozen I seem to melt
They is a dark cloud over my life
They is war at the other end
The love I desire will cripple me one-day
I'm having scary nights
They are after my life
I see no reason to live
When everything is sick
Influenza is the disease
They say do drugs like codeine
It's choices I have to make and make them right
I can instigate my victory with hope
But all these failures I need to cope
I will survive I just hope

Lone Walker