lemon demon on skis

you're yellow sour sweet. sunlight on
snow piled steep blinds my eyes slightly
that one time i went skiing when i was fourteen
now i need glasses i don't wear.
i didn't like the yellow goggles. i didn't wear them  
because i'd look stupid.
so no yellow goggles.
i can't ski but i'd be dead before i ask for help
so my legs are bruised yellow,
yellow goggles pushed up (do i look stupid?) and
my eyes are red.
now i have glasses i don't use
because i'd look stupid,
sour lemon demon tells me so.