Rate this poem:(0.00 / 0 votes)

I don't know anymore



And I don't know about it all,
What? will it stand or will it fall?
I didn't manage to take call,
I couldn't see the fly was slow,
A slow and steady way to die,
So much so much I wanna cry sometimes,
But nothing happens nothing comes,
I didn't think about it once,
That I will feel so easily again,
I know she doesn't care for me this way,
I know I'm not the only one to her,
I'm just a friend, and nothing more,
I guess the past did not make out,
I guess it's wistfulness and doubt,
That made me go so far for her,
A happy memory ,for sure,
The never-ending feel of pain,
The chest,the heart, I feel insane,
A lot of private chats with guys,
A lot of coldness from her eyes,
A lot of lust, a lot of sorrow,
I guess I really was a bother,
To her, to friends, to anyone who cared,
And I feel bad about that step,
That step I took along with others,
Will lead me nowhere but to shudders,
It is the end, my final line,
I'm at the train station that looks fine,
A set of boring people and gray smoke,
The destination's pretty clear,
I wanna go away and feel,
The feeling that I seem to miss,
The love,the hugs, the nuzzles and the kiss,
It really took the best of me ,
Anxiety and dread and pain it all comes down on me,
It's all my fault ,my dumb decision,
The train is nearing the collision,
I hope I will be prettier this time,
I hope I'll write until I die.
Font size:
 

Written on December 20, 2021

Submitted by nimble on December 20, 2021

1:38 min read
16 Views

Discuss this Mikhail Yakimov poem with the community:

0 Comments

    Translation

    Find a translation for this poem in other languages:

    Select another language:

    • - Select -
    • 简体中文 (Chinese - Simplified)
    • 繁體中文 (Chinese - Traditional)
    • Español (Spanish)
    • Esperanto (Esperanto)
    • 日本語 (Japanese)
    • Português (Portuguese)
    • Deutsch (German)
    • العربية (Arabic)
    • Français (French)
    • Русский (Russian)
    • ಕನ್ನಡ (Kannada)
    • 한국어 (Korean)
    • עברית (Hebrew)
    • Gaeilge (Irish)
    • Українська (Ukrainian)
    • اردو (Urdu)
    • Magyar (Hungarian)
    • मानक हिन्दी (Hindi)
    • Indonesia (Indonesian)
    • Italiano (Italian)
    • தமிழ் (Tamil)
    • Türkçe (Turkish)
    • తెలుగు (Telugu)
    • ภาษาไทย (Thai)
    • Tiếng Việt (Vietnamese)
    • Čeština (Czech)
    • Polski (Polish)
    • Bahasa Indonesia (Indonesian)
    • Românește (Romanian)
    • Nederlands (Dutch)
    • Ελληνικά (Greek)
    • Latinum (Latin)
    • Svenska (Swedish)
    • Dansk (Danish)
    • Suomi (Finnish)
    • فارسی (Persian)
    • ייִדיש (Yiddish)
    • հայերեն (Armenian)
    • Norsk (Norwegian)
    • English (English)

    Citation

    Use the citation below to add this poem to your bibliography:

    Style:MLAChicagoAPA

    "I don't know anymore" Poetry.com. STANDS4 LLC, 2022. Web. 27 May 2022. <https://www.poetry.com/poem/116245/i-don%27t-know-anymore>.

    Become a member!

    Join our community of poets and poetry lovers to share your work and offer feedback and encouragement to writers all over the world!

    May 2022

    Poetry Contest

    Enter our monthly contest for the chance to win cash prizes and gain recognition for your talent.
    4
    days
    3
    hours
    36
    minutes

    Browse Poetry.com

    Quiz

    Are you a poetry master?

    »
    Who wrote the poem "Love After Love"?
    • A. Robert Burns
    • B. Derek Walcott
    • C. William Shakespeare
    • D. Rabindranath Tagore