Loneliness

Some days I'm happy,
other days I'm sad.
Wondering just how,
things got so bad.
I try with all my might,
to always treat everyone right.
Yet hatred and vengeance, are peoples thoughts, late at night.
Day after day I struggle not to cry,
constantly hiding these feelings inside.
Why can't I have love and a family too,
like the rest of the world, including you.
If only life could be the best,
I wouldn't easily have a life that's less.
No family or friends who truly care,
It's as if I'm not even there.
I try so hard to live life to the fullest,
Unfortunately, it truly is the dullest.
I have the strongest faith ever,
So why is loneliness lasting forever.
Will God bless this old heart,
As each day is a brand new start.