Toxic Mind

Not so Perfect circle round and round my tortured feelings go filling my inner peace with self hatred and depression. Where did I dissappear to? Wandering aimlessly towards a future that has no light I see no goals, my dreams have died but I walk with this smile as if the world were rainbows, yet the black flames of disappointment, pain, and battered visions of death are the world my toxic mind creates to fill voids  of loneliness. Is fate the true essence of living or a false belief taught to comfort the reality of sorrow, I am one with nothing,An empty shell drawn to despair I am my toxic mind my toxic mind is me.