Waste the Nights Away

Away with thoughts of today
Delay my plans, set them for another day.

Before was a better time, never was a bore
For if only then I'd known, but I didn't. Or

Maybe I did, afraid of what I might see
Be even if fancy took, yes it was. Cause we

Should have had it all, at a price many could
Would have justified, but me. I withstood

To what end, for what it cost me was you
Few have come close but you closer still. Do

I count my losses, curl up and die
Why I waste the nights away. I don't try

Standing up on my own, I sulk wanting
Dying to feel something else.