How I feel



I feel.....
I feel like I’m about to die .....
I feel like death is ending my records.....
I feel like I’m about to be absent.....from this world
I feel like half of me hates this world......
I feel this.....but I like absence.....Absence from cruelty
I hate as much as I love....I can’t decide which is which and I shouldn’t be with......
I hate everyone.....I hate everything......but neither do I even love myself.....
It’s tough to face the uncomfortability of this world....but I can’t fight it too.......I just have to accept it.....
Am I miserable ? Or just deciding to cope with it?should I cope with it?
My sight in life is gone......gone with the wind....
Can I think about the past? Or just decide to change my present?
Why do I have to keep living with my past? Has it thought me anything comfortable or just the boldness to face the cruelty in this Present?........
I have undertaken the keen move to stay up in the Present and help find my feet....But I’ve just realized that I have no feet....
I have no feet....no feet to boast that I feel the ground.....the ground everyone stomps on.....but maybe I don’t need to feel what everyone is feeling....do I ?
It’s bad to stand in the midst of the good and expect the bad....huh? At least that’s what they told us.....But at least  Standard morality that’s not work anymore....that’s it?......
What used to be the good has now become the bad....but the bad hasn’t become the evil-IT HAS BECOME THE GODDESS
The GODDESS of goodness and honesty......what ?
What is honesty anyway?Honesty where people can keep themselves up whiles others are down?
I hate society...yes I do.....But I love the fact that I still own people....I OWN THOSE  WHO MADE ME...THOSE WHO BUILT ME......but what can an in-built self-centered person like me still remember that I own people....won’t I just brush it off? Please don’t hate me for not remembering......Because I am filled with stagnant pain in my HEART....MIND...and BODY.....
I think you still DON’T care......right?So just leave me alone....
Can I love and be loved?No! I don’t think so....Should I?
But I can GUARANTEE you that I can be killed if I don’t kill......
Don’t kill me......don’t kill me.....
In my dream....….thats what I speak for in my dream…

About this poem

This poem talks about a depressed character

Font size:
Collection  PDF     
 

Written on October 26, 2021

Submitted by dose_s on October 27, 2021

Modified on March 05, 2023

2:06 min read
4

Quick analysis:

Scheme ABCDDEFGHHIJJKBHLBMENBOEP
Characters 2,275
Words 422
Stanzas 1
Stanza Lengths 25

The lucky one

Just about the points of depression more…

All The lucky one poems | The lucky one Books

1 fan

Discuss the poem How I feel with the community...

0 Comments

    Translation

    Find a translation for this poem in other languages:

    Select another language:

    • - Select -
    • 简体中文 (Chinese - Simplified)
    • 繁體中文 (Chinese - Traditional)
    • Español (Spanish)
    • Esperanto (Esperanto)
    • 日本語 (Japanese)
    • Português (Portuguese)
    • Deutsch (German)
    • العربية (Arabic)
    • Français (French)
    • Русский (Russian)
    • ಕನ್ನಡ (Kannada)
    • 한국어 (Korean)
    • עברית (Hebrew)
    • Gaeilge (Irish)
    • Українська (Ukrainian)
    • اردو (Urdu)
    • Magyar (Hungarian)
    • मानक हिन्दी (Hindi)
    • Indonesia (Indonesian)
    • Italiano (Italian)
    • தமிழ் (Tamil)
    • Türkçe (Turkish)
    • తెలుగు (Telugu)
    • ภาษาไทย (Thai)
    • Tiếng Việt (Vietnamese)
    • Čeština (Czech)
    • Polski (Polish)
    • Bahasa Indonesia (Indonesian)
    • Românește (Romanian)
    • Nederlands (Dutch)
    • Ελληνικά (Greek)
    • Latinum (Latin)
    • Svenska (Swedish)
    • Dansk (Danish)
    • Suomi (Finnish)
    • فارسی (Persian)
    • ייִדיש (Yiddish)
    • հայերեն (Armenian)
    • Norsk (Norwegian)
    • English (English)

    Citation

    Use the citation below to add this poem to your bibliography:

    Style:MLAChicagoAPA

    "How I feel" Poetry.com. STANDS4 LLC, 2024. Web. 28 Mar. 2024. <https://www.poetry.com/poem/112836/how-i-feel>.

    Become a member!

    Join our community of poets and poetry lovers to share your work and offer feedback and encouragement to writers all over the world!

    March 2024

    Poetry Contest

    Join our monthly contest for an opportunity to win cash prizes and attain global acclaim for your talent.
    3
    days
    3
    hours
    2
    minutes

    Special Program

    Earn Rewards!

    Unlock exciting rewards such as a free mug and free contest pass by commenting on fellow members' poems today!

    Browse Poetry.com

    Quiz

    Are you a poetry master?

    »
    Who wrote the poem One Art?
    A E. E. Cummings
    B Elizabeth Barrett Browning
    C Sylvia Plath
    D Elizabeth Bishop