Almighty emotions

Here we go again,
The feeling of being weak doesn't scare me much,
Just another day turned melodious

Lyrics stand no meaning,
The inglorious trouble bows me in pain,
Not that I haven't seen this sun shine,
But out we go and get starved in the juicy sunlight.

How do I decode this blissful play?
Seems like the beginning but can be a road to an end,
Can't be shy enough to not feel bitten again.

Cross roads and mazes,
Feels like spilled water every where,
You are beautiful, yet again, you are lovely, yet again.

Why do you make me feel like a better man?
You are this mighty Goliath and I stand no chance,
Yet I feel like I'm in charge.

Careful, I say, hide behind the curtain,
This is tough, what if I hurt her again,
Yellow is my favourite moving on,
Would you stand with me if you knew where I come from?

Silence scares me more than ever,
And the value of words stands out tall,
For words were a way to manipulate in the past,
How did I fall in this almighty God!!