Much rather Forget

I cant be in your present or see
 your face so id rather just forget you in
every way
this may sound cruel
But it hurts too much thinking
of yet knowing i cannot be with you
i feel sick and overcome with grief
 My eyes are so blurry from the tears
i can barely see
THis takes place when memories of us together run through my mind so spare me the pain i'd much rather forget and leave these memories behind.