Honesty

Honesty
I need to pray more fore
My father
Because I am lately praying
Less to my father
Honesty
I wished that I had more
Time for my father
So I could pray more
Honesty
I am living a bessy life
Not having time
For anything else
That I should had done
Honesty
I am one of my fathers children
Also I am the oldest
Honesty
My father have other kids
Besides me
Honesty
I been punished before
By my father because I
Broke some of my father’s rules
Honesty
My father is very restricted with his rules
Honesty
I have very little friends in my life
That supports me in my daily life
Honestly
My father
Made the night for us
To sleep
And we sleep the nights in our beds
And also we never wake during the night
We also sleep like a log
Honesty
Tomorrow will arrive early
With sunshine
Because the Summer still here
Honesty
Brothers I will die before you
Because life wasn’t  meant for me
To live forever
Honesty
And when the day I die
I will be ready to go to heaven
And meet my loved ones
That are in heaven
Honesty
But now I am still living
Here on earth the life my father  
Gave to me
Honesty
I am no longer a healthy men
I have my mental illness
That I am living every day with it
And I must comfess that it is hard to live
With a mental illness
Honesty
Now I am enjoying the last days of Summer
Honesty
I am so sad that the Summer is ending
So fast
And I need to say Good bye to Summer
Honesty
I must put now my Summer clothes away
And start to wear my Winter clothes
Every single day
Honesty
The Fall will arrive soon
And the trees will change the color
Of the leaves to golden brown
Also the branches of the trees will be naked
And the dead leaves will be on the ground
Honesty
People will rake the dead leafs and place it
Inside the garden bags
Honesty
How I hate to see the birds migrate
South
And I must also tell you father
That I just hate to see
The birds going south
Honesty
I have some good friends that
Always respect my wishes
Also they have lots of respect for me
They respect my race and religion
Honesty
We already changed the clocks forward one hour
And the days are so short now
Also it gets dark at 5:00 pm
I must say that I just hate that
Because I find that depressing also
Honestly
Today the fall ended
And the arrival of winter we welcome
It
I wasn’t ready for the winter
Never
Yes the Winter are very long
Also I just can’t cope with the winter
I hate it very much
Honesty
We don’t get any sun during the winter
We just get grey sky
That makes me yawn non stop
Also I can’t go back to bed during the day
Or I want sleep at night