Spiky Thorns

Why did you gaze into my eyes
Why did you let me come inside your life
Why twice?! Three, four times even
I said I mean it, you think I'm dreaming
Told you no lies but from me, you hide
And remain hidden, to what you understand
But judgment I offered you not
Instead, my hand
My heart, my love, my breath, my touch
Why turn your face, force my tears
I told you my name, forsook my fears
But do you think of me when I'm not there
An honest question whispered, "who cares?"
I do, I did, I kissed, I licked
I loved and meant
Every last second of it
But what is it worth when failing, filling with hurt
I guess you made your call, evidently, your choice is clear
There's no more room for me here
But who's to say it ever was dear