miss you

I gaze
Towards your disappearing figure
As you drift away from me
Far far away
I gather your broken pieces
Try to see you
Just like in my vivid memories
As you disappear again
Helpless me
Failed to protect you
Watched you
From
Struggling to crawl
To
Running harder every second
Away from us
From everyone
I couldn’t hold you
I failed you
Watch you
Getting shot by words
Again and again
Bleeding love
I hate them more
I hate me more for
Failing you
Miserable
Desperate
To meet you
In my imagination
As you fade away
Slowly…