Effects of Pain

Have you ever felt pain?
So much that you wanna die

felt the world fall
on your shoulders
and wanna breakdown
and cry sometimes
you just fall

break down into a
million tears think
about all your heart
aches and

so many wasted years
so then you just scream?
and then you fall down
and feel the numbness

and listen to all silent
sounds but you don't
give a crap either you
would not lie to me