Trapped in This room Full of Misery...

Lord why am I, trapped in this dark land? I realize time and time again that Ima dark man, and you say:’’ Have love for yo enemies’’...those the same ones that wish death on me. God! Is this a bad dream? Drowning in a sad storm...leaving mommy lonely. I can’t leave. Her heart is inside of me, and i’ll never rest in peace I can hardly breathe. Those eyes. Those sad eyes. Makes me hurt inside, makes wanna die, so I cry.....try to look up at the sky and I can’t see...trapped in this cell full of misery. It’s somebody here with me and they all alone, I understand the pain wishing they could go home.