MYSELF



this is for my broken heart and empty soul, something I can't control.

I gotta heart and soul for sell I really don't need it. My heart ; It's torn into millions of pieces no type of surgery or bandages could fix it.
My soul; it's so pure but filled with nothing but darkness, where's the light at the tunnel? I can't see, the darkness is blinding me as I'm fighting to see through the tunnel and see some of the light.

Karma; this thing called love is a drug it could be a bad thing and it could be a bad thing. I guess they say it's what you make it?
Abused mentally by the word " LOVE " . Some take the word serious, some like myself and then you have some who throw the word around so freely with no real meaning. That's abuse.
To love someone and they act as though they love you, tell you they love you, just for it to all ball down to be LIES . That's abuse .
 
BREAKTHROUGH - I finally broke through the pieces of my broken heart and tired soul. I broke through and finally found someone that I wanted to love, that I needed to love. THAT SOMEONE IS ME.
I broke through and turned into this beautiful disaster, I fell in love with the girl in the mirror, with all the scars and bruises.

This beautiful disaster is like finding the way out of a tunnel with no light, I FOUND THE LIGHT & the way through. I found the exit & I'll never look back .

BREAKTHROUGH the lies, the pain, the hurt, the mental abuse..
the lies, I broke through them and started loving myself in the mix. I broke the cycle to my broken heart and to the girl that I lost in the mix of it all.

Can you break through? Will you breakthrough it all and love the person who helped you breakthrough? YOURSELF !! Turned the beautiful fake I love yous into real beautiful I love yous from myself.

Struggled? Yeah I did. Thought I couldn't be fixed or found, but I broke through loving ME, needing ME & wanting ME scars and all.
Beautiful disaster is what I call myself. I am beautiful and made it out a storm, started loving me for me and turned my pain and hurt & love for myself into a disaster.
That disaster helped me brake through the storm. Loving me is way stronger than anything I ever experienced. It made me stronger and help me pull through.
Love yourself and break through the storms.

About this poem

I wrote this poem explaining the journey to recovering myself from depression, pain and hurt all by myself. I really was down to my worst and then one day decided to express my feelings and myself in poetry. And came up with this beautiful poem.

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Written on August 24, 2021

Submitted by jadelovesmarkel1704 on August 25, 2021

Modified on March 05, 2023

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Quick analysis:

Scheme X AX ABB XX X BC X CXXX
Characters 2,285
Words 436
Stanzas 8
Stanza Lengths 1, 2, 3, 2, 1, 2, 1, 4

Jade Cole

25 Years Old . I Love Writing Poetry. It helps me heal and helps my soul. more…

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