AM CRYING Mama

" AM CRYING  Mama "  What happens  poems are fading into  some DARKEN places  it sames.  AS i look on pages  of  people  writing  maybe    SIMPLE mines or  Drunk  HIGH in a  mess up  world  don't you know some young ones dead. Because as i look at more  poems  cause nobody wants read about death and dying so hard on a heart today laying in a grave.  BUT    i don't  get it cause  like anything  got to  be  GOOD  and BAD  EVIL and  HIM up above oh  i  STAND  over  a  GRAVE  my girl  only ten years old here.   AM crying   a Mama in me so  young  oh HOW  can a girl  ten kill and  put herself  in a grave to.  AM  in SCREAMS  a GIN bottle in hand cause  Dam  i would never  think  my CHILD 10 yrs old  murder  some MOTHERS  little girl  11 yrs old to and after  that  go  to home  and   take  my Daddy  gun blow her brains  out all over  her i YELL HEAVEN  above  DEVIL  got me to my daddy  bloody  gun  " BANG "  and i am dead to.