" I WANT BE T V STAR " ( POEM )

" I WANT BE T V STAR "  I want be  T V STAR  as i  set alone in my  teen  BRAIN  under  a  full  MOON   things going  wrong  with me.  I HOLD a  GUN  got from my  Dad dying  my  Mom don't  care  about  nothing  cause half time she  high and drunk here.   ALL them  BRIGHT LIGHTS  i seeing  walking  around  my town  on a MESSED up  year 2021 my  head telling  me  STUFF  now.  AS i maybe not right in my mine  DAM ! i don't care.  BECAUSE  i hold a GUN  oh  lets go  in  this  BIG  PICTURE  SHOW  BRIGHT LIGHTS  on he front  and can  make  me a  T V Star cause  i hold  a GUN  in my hand walk in BANG BANG  people in yells.  THERE lots of  SMOKE  as  i STAND  am  in SHOCK  few  screams  ring out my  FIRING  GUN  oh  " F "  someone  TURNED on all the  bright lights  in  this  PICTURE  show.  I  LOOK in a Daze wonder  what happening  only  two people in a BIG show of 100  seats my  bullets  FLYING KILLING  them.  IT BRIGHT LIGHTS   all around  RED ones blue ones  COPS  on me under these   MOVIE  SHOW  NIGHT a BIG  Picture show Cops  ask me WHY shoot just TWO dead a boy and girl  to.  THEY  got me HAND CUP i smile  i din't know  only  be  two in there picture show. I  WANT be a  T V STAR  get on NEWS  to COPS  said Son  well   got your wish  you killed both them  a World sees you TODAY in 2021 a  BAD  T V STAR a  nut kid  killer to.