Am I Alone?

Amber Shay Allen 1991 (Martinsvilee)



I get this funny feeling
It comes from deep inside
I get all mad and angery

My doctor calls it depression
My family says its just me
But the thought and feeling
No one will ever be able to see

Some says I'm psycho
Some says I'm just weird
It's like I'm a different person

I want to commit sucide
Really bad then I get a
Headache followed by feeling
Sad, I wish I could get help

I wish it would go away
Maybe if I pray really had

About this poem

This poem is about people going through depression and self harm problems that no one understands them. I went though this 8 years ago. I am self harm free since May of 2013.

Font size:
Collection  PDF     
 

Written on October 02, 2004

Submitted by blessthismess2 on July 16, 2021

Modified on March 05, 2023

27 sec read
8

Quick analysis:

Scheme ABX CDAD XXC BXAX XX
Closest metre Iambic tetrameter
Characters 414
Words 89
Stanzas 5
Stanza Lengths 3, 4, 3, 4, 2

Amber Shay Allen

I am 29, get ready to turn 30 on May 20th. I have lost both of my parents due to cancer, lost my grandparents that was looking after me since my mom pass away. I been living with some of my church family since 2013. they are my family. I love going to church, love animals. I have 2 dogs and 3 cats. more…

All Amber Shay Allen poems | Amber Shay Allen Books

1 fan

Discuss the poem Am I Alone? with the community...

0 Comments

    Translation

    Find a translation for this poem in other languages:

    Select another language:

    • - Select -
    • 简体中文 (Chinese - Simplified)
    • 繁體中文 (Chinese - Traditional)
    • Español (Spanish)
    • Esperanto (Esperanto)
    • 日本語 (Japanese)
    • Português (Portuguese)
    • Deutsch (German)
    • العربية (Arabic)
    • Français (French)
    • Русский (Russian)
    • ಕನ್ನಡ (Kannada)
    • 한국어 (Korean)
    • עברית (Hebrew)
    • Gaeilge (Irish)
    • Українська (Ukrainian)
    • اردو (Urdu)
    • Magyar (Hungarian)
    • मानक हिन्दी (Hindi)
    • Indonesia (Indonesian)
    • Italiano (Italian)
    • தமிழ் (Tamil)
    • Türkçe (Turkish)
    • తెలుగు (Telugu)
    • ภาษาไทย (Thai)
    • Tiếng Việt (Vietnamese)
    • Čeština (Czech)
    • Polski (Polish)
    • Bahasa Indonesia (Indonesian)
    • Românește (Romanian)
    • Nederlands (Dutch)
    • Ελληνικά (Greek)
    • Latinum (Latin)
    • Svenska (Swedish)
    • Dansk (Danish)
    • Suomi (Finnish)
    • فارسی (Persian)
    • ייִדיש (Yiddish)
    • հայերեն (Armenian)
    • Norsk (Norwegian)
    • English (English)

    Citation

    Use the citation below to add this poem to your bibliography:

    Style:MLAChicagoAPA

    "Am I Alone?" Poetry.com. STANDS4 LLC, 2024. Web. 23 Apr. 2024. <https://www.poetry.com/poem/105113/am-i-alone?>.

    Become a member!

    Join our community of poets and poetry lovers to share your work and offer feedback and encouragement to writers all over the world!

    More poems by

    Amber Shay Allen

    »

    April 2024

    Poetry Contest

    Join our monthly contest for an opportunity to win cash prizes and attain global acclaim for your talent.
    7
    days
    3
    hours
    37
    minutes

    Special Program

    Earn Rewards!

    Unlock exciting rewards such as a free mug and free contest pass by commenting on fellow members' poems today!

    Browse Poetry.com

    Quiz

    Are you a poetry master?

    »
    Who wrote the 1892 poem Gunga Din?
    A Alfred, Lord Tennyson
    B Rudyard Kipling
    C Ho Xuan Huong
    D Walt Whitman