New day

Restless night are ahead of him
The night time will be his happy time
With every soul sleeping calmly
He will be feeling free,
The morning sun rise starts to appear
his body becomes weaker
With lazy lids
With twist of rushing thoughts
That just won’t seem to slow down enough
For him to get at least few moments of rest
It’s like he can’t catch the break
He’s always wanted
A chapter that has too continue into  
The new year
As some say “new year, new me”
Just not  for him
Restless nights are upon him
He will fight
He does not need an army
He does not need an audience
He needs to be left alone
On this earth
It’s his life now
Walk away
He needs to feel like he’s got this
Without you
Without anyone of you
He is making careless actions based upon the situations he faced after endless amount of civil talks
Endless amount scared feelings
Cause he sees that it is blood
That is he fighting
Dealing with trauma from
Dealing with his inability to be feel
Less insane

“To Those who gave him the world
When he didn’t know single thing
For decades, you are the reason. Who he is today.”