Would it make a difference

Would it make a difference if I didn't say what I wanted to
Would I be more loved by others
Or would I start hating myself more

Would It make a difference if I didn't have feelings
Would I be less lonely
Or Would I have no love

Would it make a difference if I were somebody else but me
Would I have more friends
Or would I never get to know me

Would it make a difference if I had no thoughts
Would your words echo in my head
Or would I be free from shackles

Would it make a difference if I stopped showing love for you
Would you try to fight for it
Or would I lose you forever

Would it make a difference if I stopped yearning for you love
Would I be incomplete
Or would I find myself

Would it make a difference if my heart cried today
Would I have lesser pain to carry
Or would I realize how I have lost everyone

Would it make a difference if I were vulnerable today
Would I still lose you
Or would I have someone by my side forever

Would it make a difference if I did not exist?
Or would I be just another burden gone?

Would it make a difference if I say I never wanted to be me?
Or would you just look the other way?

Would it make a difference if I said I don't wanna be?
Or would u pretend you never heard me say this?