I wasn't myself

Yes I know I oughta be sorry
Vision blurry, death coming early
Things never worked out for me
Never fell into place for me

You weren't yourself. That's your problem

I wasn't myself, I was lured
Always assured, but never cured
I wasn't myself and that does matter
Does it not? You know better

Just shut up and go away

Yeah, I wish I could take a detour
I always mourn, life is sour
A small detour from life usual
But to stay afloat, back to normal

Stop being in this state. Do something

I wasn't myself, I was lured
Always assured, but never cured
I wasn't myself and that does matter
Does it not? You know better

That's not a solution. You can't give everything up

Training myself to perceive
Bad as good, lift my mood
Slowly preparing for the worst
And enjoying every bit of it

I've had enough. Do whatever you want

Oh, give up resistance
Give in to the flow of life
I will let things go on

Oh, give up resistance
Give in to the flow of life
So come on let's do a high five

I wasn't myself, I was lured
Always assured, but never cured
I wasn't myself and that does matter
Does it not? You know better