Just care

Words have been drained from my brain do to lack of sanity, I guess that makes me insane. Feeling crazier everyday and night, not knowing what to feel or what is right. Holding on tight to what life is left, holding back emotions, Burying them in the deepest depths, A care for the world it’s not coming from me. I’m done caring so why can’t you see. I just want someone to truely care. I'm done trying stay over there.

 My heart is melting into a cold black stone of despair. I just want the whole world to leave me alone and stay over there. One thing I ask is when I’m gone, don’t cry, don’t complain, don’t bitch and moan. Time will keep ticking and you will be alone. Because when im gone you will realize you cared.

It will be to late for now I am up there. Watching over you and your big beautiful eyes. I will love you for the rest of my life.

When im gone you will realize I truely did care.