Forced Out Of Phase

Crazy stuff as entertainment
puzzle figured out, astonishing attainment
confused and unsure reality
strange entertainment, connection abnormality
driven to the coastline, solace seeking
peace of mind full of wooden floors creaking
nighttime outside hiking derangement’s
reestablished misconnection estrangements
how many nights would it take?
Thoughts crumbled from a brain earthquake
through some barrier that is obscure
aimlessly pursuing a recovery, I must endure
home then back, after a few days
triumph personal, whenever ending phase
glad those nights are over now
happiness open doorway, will power allow
how many ever felt this way?
More than I know, but not too many I pray
pushing for health's gradual incline
slowly exercising, my affects as they combine