Methods Of A Meth-Head

method of a meth head might sometimes seem insane, like something may be broken somewhere inside there brain,But there is a method to the madness if you'll just try to stop and see, that I battle daily with the sadness that it's consuming me. I pretend like I'm okay, like my whole life it's fine,but when I say I'm okay just know I'm probley lying. Sometimes I feel I'm trapped inside a maze inside my mind, lost and cold and all alone I'm losing track of time. People pass right by me, yet no one seems to see the battle that I fight daily somewhere inside of me. Even when I'm sleeping there is no escape the deamons that are haunting me ever second that I'm awake. Because in my dreams I'm running from something chaseing me, running from something evil something I can never see. But right as it catches me I find myself awake, lying in the darkness my sanity at stake. Reaching for the one thing saving me I  fill my lungs with smoke,  the darkness that surrounds me disappear more with every toke. So yea the methods of this meth head just might seem insane, and something may be broken somewhere inside my brain. But before you try to judge me because of the methods that I use, think about them deamons chasing me and thank God there not chasing you.