Analysis of Disillusioned....

Alone and enraged, I stand here,
disillusioned, I have found fear.
Fear, is it what this is?
Now that I have lost the eternal bliss..

My heart is shattred,lost am I,
she has left nothing more to pry;
the sky up high, dark and tarnished,
and here am i,forgotten and languished.

The scythe of fate,as I have found,
Is sharp upon my neck,expectations drowned.
figure less, my love is unchanged
Even though my heart is now in chains..

Disillusioned,am i out of control?
Or is this the fear haunting my soul?
Fear, is it what this is?
Now that I have lost the eternal bliss..