Analysis of Juice wrld

Between you and me I think that I'm gon' die
Soon, it's cool,
I got what's coming to me, it's cool
Ain't no point runnin' from me, it's cool
Ain't no escaping, I tried to escape it
But I hate it,
Am I complex, am I basic
Interviews with complex, very basic
Shit I hate it,
The worst thing I’ll ever do is become famous,
The doctor told me I'd be dead by next June
Unless I stop all these habits I'm in to
It’s hard It’s hard to break through
Life is turning into one big escape room,
Don't wanna go their i've been there before
I don't wanna go, is it too soon?

‘You say that I don't explain myself enough
So here's an explanation why I am the way I am
I'm drowning in my thoughts, I mixed it with wealth and a littl bit of love,
A codependent 12 year old
A codependent 12 year old
My heart for you heart, your heart for my soul
Ain't gon' be easy letting go, no
A codependent 12 year old
Um, please don't run from me, you're so lova-ly
We both got demons, they're are uga-ly
We should defeat them, not that easy
I'm terrified, run from my life
See it's not that easy, I'm gonna keep you just like a secret
I got some problems to work out, I need to
But it's not that easy
See it's not that easy, I'm gonna keep you just like a secret
I got some problems to work out, I need to
But it's not that easy
Your kiss and your touch has me in an abyss
My mind is in your hands
Girl, you're so powerful you could even raise the dead
I'm living proof of it

It’s a love letter that i wrote
She keeps me up when i'm feeling low
Being heartbroken is so last year
Having breakdowns and she wiping my tears
I’ve been feeling fine ever since she been mine
In other words she changed my life
Open up like a book let her read me
One call away if she ever needs me
If i ever fall apart i know she will keep me together
Treat me like a promise and keep me forever.
Going through struggles in life
Life is tough
999 and keep it up
Say you want to read my mind
You really wanna read my mind
Promise you right now all you will find
Is lost soul rich and blind,
They say they wanna read my mind
Do you really wanna read my mind?
I promise, all that you will find
Is a lost soul, rich and blind
I know i have a  purpose
They say the death of me is gonna be the worst
They thought that on purpose
Life's unreal and deaths uncertain
Its funny how the blessed ones get the most curses
Heart falling to the floor, if we lose another person
But it ain't no world tour if I'm laying in a hearse
I remember losing little bro, he laying in the dirt
Now I'm bound to drop a tear or two on every single verse
Good terms, bad terms, when they die, it's the worst
Sometimes when I'm high, I feel high in reverse
I ain't goin out like that I’ll make it work
I'm not gonna die i’ll shoot em first
 promise y'all I'm finna touch the world, yeah, I'ma touch the Earth
But hold on, your girl on my line, I think I may just f*** her first
Yeah, gotta have some crude humor
Just to keep a good vibe going, keep the song groovin
Keep my eyes in the sky cause thats where im moving,
This is dedicated to you if you felt the lowest of the low
I know how it feels, you don't wanna struggle anymo´
Used to ball hard, ain't no triple-doubles anymore
Bitch, I'm talking 'bout my tears
Turned around and faced my fears
I haven't felt this low in years
We die in three like musketeers
Ain't too many real niggas left in here
R.I.P. to all my peers
 I can't hear
But I still hear the fallen ones in my ears
Why, why do we live to die?
When it's my time,
I'll leave behind my end, my 13 Reasons Why
You don't know me like you think you know me
Say you love me, baby girl, then show me
Arguments all you do is show me
But when you leave I'm so fuckin' lonely
I walk, walk away, away from all my problems
I look, look at you, look at you to solve 'em
Now I see, now I see, that is the problem
Co-dependence, not independent
Now I see, now I see, I see through the darkness
Climbing out of the hole which I fall in
Finding peace in a world full of sorrow
I'll try, I'll try
Love, live let her go
Fuck that, hold her close
Do I get high off her love
Or just an overdose?
All of those options are tempting
Still, wish we were never-ending
This ain't heaven, this hell with a smile
I'll sit down, this may take a while
Hold my hand, yeah yeah yeah, and don't give up on us
Got a fire a desire I got love fever
Let us dance, yeah, I'm the devil in a tux
But you're the one with all the fire
My one true desire
A hole in the ground oh it's on fire
Stay away look up and get higher
Heaven in the clouds is it even real
Is it a theory or a fact
So much darkness i cant feel
I've been through the ringer
Tryna put a diamond ring on her finger
She love drama, she be watching Jerry Springer
Next thing you know, we all on Jerry Springer
I play love games, but no I'm not a cheater
The devil on my shoulder keep on telling me to keep her
Should I take her out or should I take her to the cleaner?
Love don't end, good for me, no good for me
She's good for me, too good
These hoes love playing me
Heartbreaking me
Don't pray for me
I told her run around and get away, I think I need a getaway
I need to call a timeout, I need to set another play
I need an umbrella 'cause every day feels like a rainy day
I need something other than hugs to take the pain away
I ran away to California, I'm tryna cut corners
Satan bossing me around but you know I don't take orders
Yeah, I had to move around I was starting to feel cornered
Starting to feel cornered, I can't see the front door
Starting to feel cornered, starting to feel slaughtered
Started to not give a fuck, screaming out, "why bother"
My ex-bitch too bad, my next bitch way hotter
We met in a car crash, she ride it like full throttle
Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily
Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbing all my pain
Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain
Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games
You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games
They give me migraines and damage my brain
Fuck all the pain
All my sufferin'
Is really gettin' under my skin
Maybe I should try to pray again
Try to wash away my sins
I know that they not my friends
Lost my heart, lost it all
So much drama, hold the applause
Shit's like a soap opera, straight downfalls
Nightmares on the cellphone, late-night calls
Lost my heart, lost-it-all
So much drama, hold the applause
No soap opera, straight downfalls
Listen to the nightmares call
Have you ever been so alone?
That nobody's house feels like home
I've been runnin' out of  hope
I don't even got a friend no more
Have you ever been so alone?
That you don't know what to feel no more?
I know that I didn't stand a chance
I don't think I'll ever live again
I'm only here by popular demand
I'm stayin' alive for the fans
I might not be popular yet  
Or ever at all
friends are the best you can get
Ambulance, need to pick him up, uh
Six shots to the head like, whoa
Run through the six, no woes
Throw money, throw hands, throw bowls
Up, down, left, right, A, B, cheat codes
Pull up, my gun sing like "Glee" show
Rick Owen on my coat, no superhero
VVS, my wrist like Sub Zero
Play a bitch like guitar, no hero
Run the money up, stack it like Legos
Bad bitch wanna hug, I say leggo, uh
R.I.P. To my friends and fam gone
Sometimes I wish I could hit your phone
I don't really wanna walk through life alone
Ain't too many real niggas here no more
I lost my woadie, my heart cold
Now, I gotta walk through life alone
Now, I gotta walk through life alone
Now, I gotta live this life alone