Analysis of Wondering thought

Walking in the rain feels like freedom running
Thunder in the night  knocking on your window
Sleeping way past noon stays up late every night
Glimmer from her eyes relax and rest your mind
Shadows across the wall still not at all afraid
Can’t sleep a wink guess I'll jog out in the storm
Even though you know but still don’t understand
Surrounded with beauty blinded by our phones
Why ask questions that always go unanswered
Society said obey nope the world is my playground
Probably angry at me lets be friends anyway
People have each other I'm completely alone
Most go in one direction I turned the other way
I'm told to act like them forget it I'm not normal