Michael Connors' Profile

Heaven of mine, 


Spring breeze, a mid fall seasons view 
Beautiful colors surround it all. 
Beholding a canvas sketched from a painters hand. 
Every detail so carefully, he drew 
Violets, Roses, and Willows, they stand so tall. 
Dancing within the breeze, the artistry, the elegance so hard to withstand. 
The fascitnation of my illusioned mind, 
Has created a world for my soul to live 
All along I was the poetic, subliminal architect of my Heaven. 
An adventure awaits who knows what I shall find 
My dreams, fantasies, illusions were massive and active. 
Its time to see if my mind has brought my good fortune.. 

This Heaven of Mine......... 

p*ss my life is drawn out?
If fate has it all written
p*ss everyone really living?
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You do not see what lay ahead
When the heart has fallen and the love is dead
For the love that was given but not returned
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Your petulance is a substance that stirs within my essence  
My patience is like a science with defiance 
With my life I take on my strife, it doesn't feel right 
Your soul is emptier than a hole that dreams stole 
Imaginations you have show your creations with my frustrations  
It is this reality that changes my mentality 
But my love is like a dove found in a clover grove 
The hate found from your soulmate that you thought were fate 
Thinking you will be happy with this destiny you cannot carry 
The sadness brought by this madness makes you drift away into the abyss 

When the night is dark and storms collide 
And there's no light to guide 
All you can see is the dark shadow beside 
Just simply close your eyes 
Let all your fears subside 
Don't allow them to misguide 
No matter how hard they have tried  
I will be waiting on the hillside 
To hold you as we glide 
Through the river of fears and lies 
As the pain is denied 
We begin this joyride 
Together we applied 
Slowly fear has died 
No more shall we hide 
We will forever have our pride  

Feels as if I'm walking within a dream,
Waiting to awake into another world.
My mind swiming in the stream,
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Feels as if I'm walking within a dream, 
Waiting to awake into another world, 
My mind swiming in a stream, 
My senses disabled, 
I cannot tell what is fiction, 
In my passing will the truth be revealed? 
Will this stop the contradiction?, 
That I keep so concealed  
Thoughts turn my stomach dee down inside, 
My mind clouded with ire.  
Only if answers would reveal to make this feeling subside, 
To longer fear when I may expire. 
Life is only the begining of your journey, they say 
Death is a mighty adventure, 
I will never know until it comes to that day 
As I gladly will endure. 

A soft light linger over,
Flickering with such beauty,
For those without faith,
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Feels as if I'm walking within a dream, 
Waiting to awake into another world, 
My mind swiming in a stream, 
My senses disabled, 
I cannot tell what is fiction, 
In my passing will the truth be revealed? 
Will this stop the contradiction?, 
That I keep so concealed  
Thoughts turn my stomach dee down inside, 
My mind clouded with ire.  
Only if answers would reveal to make this feeling subside, 
To longer fear when I may expire. 
Life is only the begining of your journey, they say 
Death is a mighty adventure, 
I will never know until it comes to that day 
As I gladly will endure. 
   

Been dwelling on memories past  
Dreaming of the girl I lost 
Finding love is not what it seems  
When love drifts away swiftly on wings  
My lungs began to collapse  
My heart came to a halt 
Time stood still in the night  
The clouds began to shadow the light  
A love that didn’t seem to last  
Carried away the illusions to fast 
Grasp onto the memories at all costs  
Hold them close within my dreams 
My conscience will sing 
When my mind goes into the relapse 
How did loosing you become my fault 
You are still within my sight  
I will fight to get you back with all of my might