Jennifer Cameron 

New Orleans, Louisiana USA 

Jennifer, pen name "jaelynn", has been writing off and on since college. She is an assistant vice president at Hibernia National Bank. She loves to read and attend movies. Jennifer has had her poetry published by The National Library of Poetry. She is currently in the process of completing her autobiography in prose titled, "Sifting the Ashes." Jennifer states that "Poetry has enabled me to communicate my life experiences in a way that I hope will be encouraging, inspirational, and thought-provoking, to help others obtain the key to life: peace of mind.
Jennifer welcomes any comments. You may e-mail her at: jaelynn76@aol.com.

Relationship Analysis

Expression to you is difficult
I don't know why,
Ofter after our phone conversations,
I just sit and sigh.

I wish I felt comfortable to seek your
advice about things,
However, I feel you like things off balance
and have me wonder "what did he mean?"

Your passion that you show me leaves me
breathless and craving for more,
As a faucet it goes to extreme from blistery
hot to frigid cold,
My confusion at times has me screaming
It's not worth the turmoil!

Your hands are so erotic, so strong in
their stroking of my skin,
They can only be matched by your lips
that soothe any anger I have and each
kiss whispers "You knew I would win."

As a canyon my feelings are deep
although I do not kid myself that
you feel that too,
After all, it's evident that to
ease your sadness that my presence
is not the clue.

So my down moods appear when I feel
that I may be setting myself up for a
fall, But I have to believe that everyone is
not to hurt me and you are worth this
rollercoaster free for all.

We look for you in the
oddest places, searching,
wanting, it shows
so haunting on our faces.

We think it's you we
have invited in our
home. But alas, it's usually
a poor imitation and
so we continue to roam.

Most of us think we know
when in fact we can't even
recognize you, Otherwise how
can we explain it, the pain we endure
and the constant abuse?

"I do not hurt" you say,
"but you have to find me
from within, And once you
conquer self-love, your aura
will spread and I in a greater
form to you will be sent."