To Be Or Not To Be
He did not know his calling, though he thought he
knew who he was.
He made sure his head was on straight and started
to check his cause.
His mother was strung out on drugs, his house was
infested with bugs.
His dad was called the dope man, while doing time
in the can
His sisters were pregnant in their teens, called
welfare moms or queens.
His brother was the black sheep, that rather live
in a box in the street.
So many things he could not understand, how could
he grow up to be a man?
No role model no one to imitate, Just his reality
and maybe his fate
But with his vision and his mind intact, he dwelled
not on the things that he lacked.
He said his prayers every night, he prayed that he
would do things right.
Now at an age to earn a wage, the lonesome dove flew
from his cage.
Off to college he ran, to make for himself a life
as a man.
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My Home Town
I can still smell the sweetness in the air, it's in my
home town, you see I grew up there
Everyone mowed their lawns on Saturday, just before night,
and all the housewives baked
their breads with recipes that were light.
Not one family swore or scorned, but everybody enjoyed tooting their own
horn
The lightning bugs often flew very low, every evening you could see their
glow.
I can still smell the sweetness in the air, you see it's my home town,
I grew up there
All the men went to work everyday, and all the children went outside to
play
Nothing but a perfect life in this town, no one ever even frowned
This is my world that I made to believe, if this could be my life I would
not feel so deceived
Instead I was born in the Bronx in roach infested home, I fought everyday
just to hold my own
Sometimes I was truthful, sometimes I lied, no one seemed to care whether
I lived or died
Men were few and my father I never knew, and the women,
so depressed, they just ate for something to do
No lightning bugs in this cement town, everybody so angry they just wore
a permanent frown
Hate and anger was the only sounds I ever heard,
I soon learned the permanence of their militant words.
I can still smell the sweetness in the air, you see it's my home town and
I grew up there.
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