N.J. Gardiner

Los Angeles, California

Nicholas has had poetry published in Europe and the United States of America. Recently he has published a collection of poetry called The Dancing Leaves of God and Man, and is currently working on his new project, a book called Time and Single Dominoes. Nicholas continues in his work to try and keep the simple simple, since it was the poetry that he saw published which he found almost unreadable that inspired him to begin writing.

Daddy

A child's face always cold
lines deep everywhere
sitting with us all
upright in her chair
still and quite alone
mouthing on a single pain
words that only she can hear
what will not be shared
wounds mortal deep.
Head begins its to and fro
her body follows on
small sister plays across the room
beneath her endless stare
each day another hell
how old has she been when,
mother, daughters start
at the grating of the door
daddy's home again.

Snowman

Sitting in a darkened room
his hair a silver mane
those constant hissing sounds
for days he watches on
to a TV tuned to "inbetween."
He'll tell you if you wait
to share or drink a few
how God is speaking from the screen
telling him he's right,
and how and what to do.
He'll smile and light one up
"This message is not for you."
Walk softly as you come and go
there are too many rooms like these
so many who crave to hear
from darkness you should not probe
how what they do is right,
although once they knew it wrong.

A City's Daughter

Inside charging by the hour
her face is on
with makeup stolen from the store
some steamed from color magazines
she prays to Him again
in a motel's mirror
her blank eyes
shutters from the pain.
She feels the money
dry and real in so much rain
God take her from this
taxi cars and tiny rooms
moments bought in hell
it was today that she was twelve.
N.J. Gardiner welcomes letters. Write to:
1758 S. Holt Ave., Los Angeles, CA 90035-4306

All poems Copyright © 1996 N.J. Gardiner. All rights reserved.