James L.Tashoty

Norfolk, Virginia

I am a poet born Jan. 19, 1949, in Portland, Maine. I am a single father of two grown children, a son, Jason (22), and a daughter, Jamie (19). My past employment includes: retail store (jewelry) manager for 11 yrs, sales rep. and sales mgr. I have several national, regional and local awards including sales and marketing executives of Tidewater. I am currently devoting my time exclusively to the completion of a book of poetry tentatively titled "The Voyage, From the Darkness, Towards the Light". This is my first attempt at being published (contest entered or submitted). I am a high school graduate and I was accepted to college but never attended. Instead, I went out on my own at 18 following my parents divorce (probably the worst mistake I've ever made). I managed my first store (Zales jewelers) at 22. I spent 14 years in the auto business (new), received 2 salesman of the year awards, and 72 salesman of the month awards. I earned national awards from Honda, Toyota and Mazda in only 1yr. as a sales manager. I was exempt from military service due to two fractured vertebrae in my lower back (4f) which I incurred as a teenager. I have had 3 major and 4 lesser spinal surgeries from 1978 to 1988. I also had ulcer surgery in 1989. Effects of medication!! I was diagnosed in March 1995 with very rare neuro muscular disorder. After Cervical neck surgery in 1988 and the break up of my 17 yr. marriage, I started writing to help cope with the physical and mental pain!

Knowing

If only I could have learned wisdom from the written page
Rather than by using the effects of times passage as my only gauge
For in my youth I thought but could not truly know
If all the mysteries of life were or were not so
Yet now that I've turned life's page to middle age
When I look back now I feel quite sage
But will I in the ripened years of old age come to truly know
Only to realize that life has passed me by and knowing has no meaning though
For is knowledge only gained within the environment in which we each grow
The answer to this question I think but may never truly know.

A Gift From The Giver?

Some would stare at this barren page and it would make them quiver
Not I, I see the thousand or so words it could be
Some seek wisdom to possess it's fruit
Not I, I long to nurture the mighty knowledge tree
Some see love as a gentle river
Not I, I see the wide expense of an endless ocean sea
Some see my vision as a great gift
Not I, I know the full weight it's burden has tolled upon me
Some will be content to wade in love' gentle river
Not I, I long to swim to the banks of love's endless sea
Some will opt to bask in the enlightment of the great question
Not I, I seek to linger in the shade knowing the answer of the knowledge tree
Some face tragedy and in their despair cry out why
Not I, I know to well that what will, will sure be
Some will read this verse and think we vain
Not I, I know that this gift was but bestowed by the giver upon me
Some will foolishly long to covet this gift
Not I, I know the loneliness of seeing clearly that which others can not see
Some see life as a long meandering river
Not I, I know it's but a solitary rain drop leading toward eternity
Some will pray to the giver for this gift he has bestowed upon me
Not I, often wonder just who peaceful blindness could be
James L.Tashoty welcomes letters. Write to:
130 Brooke Ave. Norfolk Virginia 23510

All poems Copyright © 1996 James L.Tashoty. All rights reserved.