Ayadh Farooq

Dubai, U.A.E.

I have been writing poetry since I was ten years old, I am an officer at a local bank and work as a photographer in the evenings, I have had my poetry published in local newspapers and by The National Library of Poetry. At this moment I am in the process of having my book,"Eternal Life", published. I believe in "Life is living in its fullest sense and not merely existing". I would like to welcome visitors to my homepage located at the following URL: http://valhallagraphics.con/mccurdy.

Memory

Tears keep flowing down my cheek
Large droplets
and they disappear
Under my chin and forever gone
like my own life and time...

Then one such droplet
lingers on
so stubborn
not willing to let go
Like a memory in my mind
destined to remain forever

The mordant taste of the saline
albeit in unpleasant moments
feels so sweet
While pain remains it brings
more reminiscences of good times
a respite; although brief
in the sadness of one's life

Rage

Bottled up inside
the shadows of death deep within
all at once; to break out
Knowing no limitations, no boundaries.

Life; formidable experiences
seen through weary eyes
castigated and chastised
left reflecting and contemplating
Now dormant; a rude awakening
Knowing no limitations no boundaries

Dejected mind ar unease
tough; a man's rage
weighing event after event
The explosion
tearing apart a dream
Knowing no perimeters no boundaries

SOLACE

I look towards her and she starts to cry
Tears run down her cheeks and vanish
She turns to me for solace, I can offer her none,
I say, pray to the Lord, and have patience

I know now she has her doubts, but she waits
She has been taught to believe she has patience
For she sees no way other, so she prays silently
She hopes for miracles, but there are none

I realize she is susceptible, so unsure of herself
Should I take advantage I now ponder
I could shatter her beliefs show her the truth
My truth. The way I look at life, My way.

I am not what it may seem just a realist
I see life as life should be, not as is
For I feel truth has been distorted, to suit people
And I have found it, discovered the right path

But then who am I, to bring about this irreverence?
I am just a mere being amongst hundreds
Why should I be the one chosen to lead
To disclose to people when they prefer blindness.

So I turn away from her, and she stares on
She feels I too have left her in her time of need
She is left speechless, only her eyes speak
Alone and lonely, the way of this world.

I feel I have let her down very badly
But I did what I thought best, I am no prophet
If I was to create this world it would be unlike
But then there'd be no world, and where would I be?

All poems Copyright © 1997 Ayadh Farooq. All rights reserved.