Things have gone bad, but I remain changed
Everything around me has been exchanged
Something worse has appeared around me
But most of the people don't even see
I'm almost reverting to my old ways
The ones of power, anger, and rage
I'm trying hard to stay who I am
But now everything around me has turned to a scam
Now I can't get rid of the anger and rage
That's been building up, but locked and encaged
I cannot stand what I'm becoming
Myself in the future, I can't stop its forthcoming
My happiness and joy have all disappeared
Now all I want to do is make others fear
I want to cry out for help, but try to stay strong
Inside, I'm trapped by darkness, but not for long
I refuse to give up, and soon I'll break free
Because there are too many things important to me
I have family and friends and many more
But inside, I just want to settle the score