Life is not what I thought it would be
I am merely a lost soul,
roaming wild and free.
\Life always seems to let me down
no tears of disappointment,
just the faint glimmer of a frown.
\It's easier to hold your feelings inside
I learned this concept,
when my spirit died.
\Intense situations at a young age
is what brought about
all this built up rage.
\Now I sit and rethink my life's plan,
I try to make good decisions for myself,
for only I can.
\But is it really worth it all
to live through all this insanity
just to wait for God's call?
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