AID YOUR SOUL WITH MY CRY
AID YOUR SOUL WITH MY CRY
Another breath of life.
A new awakening
Traumatic events waiting
Only to Lamentations
It seems I woken this time.
Is there hope for this so broken heart?
How can I build?
Hope in beginnings
When not strength is there
Am I loosing my mind?
Another painful cry
Wondering, living betrayal
Should I remain still?
Should I act in search for justice?
Is been all along my life?
God awoke me
What plan you have my God
For this my so broken life?
Vision of ruins Suffocate my strength
Haven I have given it all the best in my life?
The picture I see in front of me
I cry to God
With tears in my eyes,
I know I’m unworthy
For in trying to be perfect
I have wounded my life
Nothing seems to work for me
I feel so tired to keep on trying
To work, to give more of me
When I am so needed this moment of my life,
Why my heart of love and Compassion
Has lead to this huge betrayal?
Grieving tears are consuming my eyes
They are bathing my face right now
As in wonder I am asking God
What I have done do wrong
Have I lost my direction in this life?
What is that next I should try
For nothing works
Only His Mercy
Sustains my life.
All seems so unreal
It’s clear to me that crucifixion takes place
When given true love in life,
The price of love
Was death to Jesus Christ?
Has it been my imperfect love a Wasted sacrificed?
No one could ever understand
Why I gave so much
Why in dangerous country to my body
With all my heart and soul, I run to save a life
Why the call of God upon my heart,
Has now so cruelly broken my heart
When with my might
The essence of my soul
So very connected to God at the time
Only aiming to rescued a life
Crying I life in hell, please come to me,
Free me from this torment in my life!
To see God shining in another’s.
To see them free from the darkness
Calamities of poverty and the pain of misery
I took with me the beauty You nested in my heart
Protected by the Holy Gist
I risked it all in exchange for given some life.
I walked through the valley of the death
I was shining with YOUR love in me
Some Muslims said
Would remember me as shining starts that cross their lives.
Things have turned so ugly
This wounded heart
This anguish in my mind
Why God, why this huge price?
When God our supreme being
Is conducting our lives.
When nothing seems to work
When only the darkness of injustice take over of minds
When no compassion but only hatreds goals
Comes to us from these we loved and sacrificed life
When Satan deathly poison takes control in our lives
When we have too seek strength, no to hate
These we loved more than our lives.
Oh God shelter me, OH FATHER!
I am falling lift up my life!!
Let me partake of your promises
I know you do!
For Shelter, food and clothing you have provided.
But why or GOD!! Why?? Why?
Nothing seems to be working in my life
In my search for income
My health and strength have been affected in life
I am seeking your healing
I never have given up seeking the destiny you have for my life.
I do not want to find the mission that YOU entrusted
To use the talents you bestrode upon me
I do not wish to live a wasted in life.
From the very day I was born
When falling and getting up
I do realised now that you were in my life
Angels protected me
To give time to understanding to mature
To rejected Satan ways in my life.
I do life today with Christ.
For You life inside my heart
I have committed to God my life,
To loved the unloved,
Even these who received from me
So cruelly are treating my life.
Is that what we did with Christ?
Today as a Christ follower
I know the price of understanding
For has let His wisdom in Earth
The Holy Ghost
The Healing we need
The right Word to be shared with others in our lives
Faith, or God presence my faith
Built and rebuild needed life
Forgive me or God forgiveness I do seek
Am I paying the price of my own mistakes in life?
Was it the control of the flesh which brought this anguish to my life?
Aloud CHRIST WORD reaches me:
Blessed are the persecuted by His name
Blessed these who cry injustice in their lives
Blessed these who thirst for truth and justice
Am I blessed my God and my true Lord?
Jesus I thank you, for making so clear to me
That the price of my sufferings is triumphant Eternal LIFE!