AID YOUR SOUL WITH MY CRY

 

AID YOUR SOUL WITH MY CRY

 
Another day, 
 
Another breath of life.
 
Another day
 
A new awakening 
 
Traumatic events waiting
 
Only to Lamentations
 
It seems I woken this time.
 
Is there hope for this so broken heart?
 
How can I build?
 
Hope in beginnings
 
When not strength is there
 
Am I loosing my mind?
 
Another day
 
Another painful cry
 
Wondering, living betrayal
 
Should I remain still?
 
Should I act in search for justice?
 
Human injustice
 
Is been all along my life?
 
God awoke me
 
What plan you have my God
 
For this my so broken life?
 
Vision of ruins Suffocate my strength
 
Haven I have given it all the best in my life?
 
The picture I see in front of me
 
Seen unresolvable
 
I cry to God
 
With tears in my eyes,
 
I know I’m unworthy
 
For in trying to be perfect
 
I have wounded my life
 
Nothing seems to work for me
 
I feel so tired to keep on trying
 
To work, to give more of me
 
When I am so needed this moment of my life,
 
Why my heart of love and Compassion
 
Has lead to this huge betrayal?
 
Grieving tears are consuming my eyes
 
They are bathing my face right now
 
As in wonder I am asking God
 
What I have done do wrong
 
Have I lost my direction in this life?
 
What is that next I should try
 
For nothing works
 
Nothing works!!
 
Only His Mercy
 
Sustains my life.
 
All seems so unreal
 
It’s clear to me that crucifixion takes place
 
When given true love in life,
 
The price of love
 
Was death to Jesus Christ?
 
Has it been my imperfect love a Wasted sacrificed?
 
No one could ever understand
 
Why I gave so much
 
Why in dangerous country to my body
 
With all my heart and soul, I run to save a life
 
Why the call of God upon my heart, 
 
Has now so cruelly broken my heart
 
When with my might
 
The essence of my soul
 
So very connected to God at the time
 
Only aiming to rescued a life
 
Crying I life in hell, please come to me,
 
Free me from this torment in my life!
 
To see God shining in another’s.
 
To see them free from the darkness
 
Calamities of poverty and the pain of misery
 
I took with me the beauty You nested in my heart
 
Protected by the Holy Gist
 
I risked it all in exchange for given some life.
 
I walked through the valley of the death
 
I was shining with YOUR love in me
 
Some Muslims said
 
Would remember me as shining starts that cross their lives.
 
Things have turned so ugly
 
This wounded heart
 
This anguish in my mind
 
Why God, why this huge price?
 
When God our supreme being
 
Is conducting our lives.
 
When nothing seems to work
 
When only the darkness of injustice take over of minds
 
When no compassion but only hatreds goals
 
Comes to us from these we loved and sacrificed life
 
When Satan deathly poison takes control in our lives
 
When we have too seek strength, no to hate
 
These we loved more than our lives.
 
Oh God shelter me, OH FATHER! 
 
I am falling lift up my life!!
 
Let me partake of your promises
 
I know you do!
 
For Shelter, food and clothing you have provided.  
 
But why or GOD!! Why?? Why?
 
Nothing seems to be working in my life
 
In my search for income
 
My health and strength have been affected in life
 
I am seeking your healing
 
I never have given up seeking the destiny you have for my life.
 
I do not want to find the mission that YOU entrusted
 
To use the talents you bestrode upon me
 
I do not wish to live a wasted in life.
 
From the very day I was born
 
When falling and getting up
 
I do realised now that you were in my life
 
Angels protected me
 
To give time to understanding to mature
 
To rejected Satan ways in my life.
 
I do life today with Christ.  
 
For You life inside my heart
 
I have committed to God my life,
 
To loved the unloved,
 
Even these who received from me
 
So cruelly are treating my life.
 
Is that what we did with Christ?
 
Today as a Christ follower
 
I know the price of understanding
 
For has let His wisdom in Earth
 
The Holy Ghost
 
The Healing we need
 
The right Word to be shared with others in our lives
 
Faith, or God presence my faith
 
Built and rebuild needed life
 
Forgive me or God forgiveness I do seek
 
Am I paying the price of my own mistakes in life?
 
Was it the control of the flesh which brought this anguish to my life?
 
Aloud CHRIST WORD reaches me:
 
Blessed are the persecuted by His name
 
Blessed these who cry injustice in their lives
 
Blessed these who thirst for truth and justice
 
Am I blessed my God and my true Lord?
 
Jesus I thank you, for making so clear to me 
 
That the price of my sufferings is triumphant Eternal LIFE!